rawr! trng ytd was just frustrating. 1st cher made me take a T1. "go do 1 warmup triangle and report back to oasis beach" fine, 1 warm up triangle. then when i finished it and reported back to him he said " girls..do 1 more triangle" i was the only girl in a T so nvm...i went.
when i came back he told me to take a rest. so i sat on the shore feeling ultimately guilty for slacking. then when the guys were done practising their strokes. he said " finished resting? go do 1 more triangle" i freak shit almost fainted. so in my entire trng. i did nothing but all in all 3 triangles. mind u tt is like frm nicole highway to sheares bridge to suspension and back. oh well...and i thought tt was the worse! kayaking till i had a blister on my thumb. nvm ....trng up stamina i dun mind. the worse part was aft trng! we were kinda short of 1 T1 during launch off so fine...negligence on our part. get pumped. the worse part was mr *** asked who was the ic. so mao raised his hand and explained to him waht happened. the process. tt we prepared enuf for ourselves and he asked nicole whether we needed to take her boat. she said it was alright and she would take her own. so who noes what happened and we were short of a boat. tts an EXPLAINATION right? mr *** claimed tt we were blaming nicole. and said we shouldnt point fingers. so guess what he did? he made mao stand up and watch us pump! when mao went dwn to pump mr *** made us start frm 0. then he still asked " mao cheng how did u feel when u looked at them pump?" so maocheng said "i felt like i was nt part of the team" and then mr toh turned ard and asked how did we feel when we saw him standing. i was so inclined to scream at him and say " we are a freaking team how do u think we felt?" well audrey did it for me. she half screamed out" we are a team of course we feel what he feels" so like freak shit. mr *** also claimed tt we were slack in trng. for gooness sake. every1 was doing so hard to learn new strokes, sprint, get into a k, and for me doing triangles. and here comes along 1 guy who claims we were slack. and y? coz he saw some of us laughing. like .............oh well. anger vented! arghh!
